The Day Before 30th Birthday is Harder then Actual Birthday

I know I am not the only one. My 30th Birthday is looming, it's very soon and I feel like I am having a bit of a panic attack. This is my last day in my 20's...

I know what you are going to say. 'You're still young'... I know that and I get it but it's one of those tough birthdays. I keep asking myself if I am where I thought I would be, I feel like my life is not together like it should and may be it's just the reality that I am getting older and I am no longer in my 20's.

Honestly the biggest issue is I thought for sure my grandmother who raised me would still be alive, unfortunately she passed away 4 years ago. I thought I would have done more and that I would have my life together more.

How did you handle 30? Maybe you are about to turn 30. It's not the end of the world but it is one of those birthdays that is harder. I am no longer going to be 20 and you can never go back.